Waiting!

So last week when I went to the doctors I found out that I'm 2cm dilated and my cervix has softened all the way! I was excited, hoping I was going to go into labor soon. Then Tuesday I had another appointment and I'm still one 2cm dilated. I was hoping maybe, I would at least be 3! But of course not. I only have 2 weeks left til my due date, but I'm hoping I have her before my due date. I just want her out. Truth is I am really sick of being pregnant, being 9 months pregnant is not fun at all. It sucks. I keep hoping and praying every single day that I go into labor. I wanted to try to put myself in labor but most people say all the things you can do never really work. Plus my mom thinks I need to wait, and she will come when she is ready. I'm scared I'm gonna go past my due date, and I do not want that to happen at all, that would really suck! My doctor said that they will let you go up to 2 weeks past your due date before they induce you! OMG I think I would die. I'm miserable already, that would be horrible. So hopefully she isn't stubborn and she comes REAL SOON!