Anyday now!

So still no baby! Today my doctor told me I was 3cm dilated and if I do not go into labor by Tuesday she is going to break my water! So if I don't have her this week she will defiantly be here next week! I'm excited and can not wait. But I'd rather just go into labor naturally, I don't want to have to have my water broke, but if that's what is gonna have to be done then I guess that's okay, because I really want her here!!!!

Waiting!

So last week when I went to the doctors I found out that I'm 2cm dilated and my cervix has softened all the way! I was excited, hoping I was going to go into labor soon. Then Tuesday I had another appointment and I'm still one 2cm dilated. I was hoping maybe, I would at least be 3! But of course not. I only have 2 weeks left til my due date, but I'm hoping I have her before my due date. I just want her out. Truth is I am really sick of being pregnant, being 9 months pregnant is not fun at all. It sucks. I keep hoping and praying every single day that I go into labor. I wanted to try to put myself in labor but most people say all the things you can do never really work. Plus my mom thinks I need to wait, and she will come when she is ready. I'm scared I'm gonna go past my due date, and I do not want that to happen at all, that would really suck! My doctor said that they will let you go up to 2 weeks past your due date before they induce you! OMG I think I would die. I'm miserable already, that would be horrible. So hopefully she isn't stubborn and she comes REAL SOON!

Soooooon.

3 1/2 more weeks! Time is going by so so slow. Hopefully I have her before my due date, I would love that. Thursday at my doctors appointment they are going to start checking if I'm dilating or not. Hopefully I am. I think she is coming real soon though. I've dropped, and last night while I was at the store I had 4 contractions in 2 hours then they stopped :( Then when I came home I lost a little bit of my mucous plug. Not all of it though.. which sucks! Hopefully I lose the rest of it in a couple days.

Just thinking.

So I can have Sophia any day now. I'm hoping soon because I'm sick of being pregnant! I am always sore and having pains. I feel fat :( I'm always tired. Pregnancy at the end is no fun. I'm hoping I go into labor in like the next 2 weeks, that would be great. My doctor says she can come anytime, I'm really hoping I don't go past my due date either. That would suck big time, I don't want to be pregnant any longer then 40 weeks! Hoping on Wednesday when I have my next doctors appointment  the doctor tells me she has dropped, I will be very excited. I just can't wait til I have her in my arms though. I hope she is cute and has a lot of dark hair. I think she is going to be a small baby also. The doctor said she is probably going to be around 6-7 pounds. I guess that isn't too small. Just hope she is as healthy as can be(: Aw I'm so excited to be a mommy.