Labor?!

I've been reading stuff on going into labor, and I'm so ready. People always talk about how painful it is and them being scared to go into labor. I think I will be fine, I mean I know its going to be painful but I'm good with pain and I can handle a lot. So I think I will be just fine(: I am going to get an epidural though. I don't think I'm going to be able to have a natural birth. I had another doctors appointment last week, the doctor said of course everything is fine and all my measurements and weight is right on point, so that's good. I only have 5 1/2 weeks until my due date!!! Aw so excited. I hope she comes at least a week early, because I want her in my arms so bad. I want to see what she looks like and I want to be a mom. These next few weeks better go by fast. Well I'm hoping they do, I'm so ready to have her.

Baby(:

My cousin had her baby a week ago, she is so cute and little! I got to see her today. Man I can't wait til I have my daughter! I hope she is that cute and little and has as much or more hair then she does. Hopefully they will be close when they are older cause they will only be about a month apart! Aw(: I'm excited. Seeing her just makes me wish I was due now!

Idk./

So I read more on breastfeeding and I think I'm still on the side of using formula. I know breast milk is better for the baby so they say but using formula is going to be a lot easier for me. With going back to school, then eventually getting a job and plus if I use formula when I need to do homework or just need someone to watch her they can feed her when she is hungry. Using a breast pump would be a lot of work also. I just feel like with all the things I need to do and get done after I have her, using formula would be best. I'm always going to use the bottles with the bags in them. They say they are the best kind because you can push all the air out before feeding them so you don't give the baby gas. I know people are going to think I'm doing the wrong thing for not breastfeeding but oh well. Its my baby and my choice. So I can care less what anyone else has to say.

Doctors Appointment.

I had another doctors appointment today. Everything is good as usual. I've gained 2 more pounds! I guess that's not to bad. I also have been having little contractions, nothing to bad though thank god! haha. My doctor said that having a few contractions here and there is normal for how far along I am. I'm glad because I was starting to get a little worried. I can't believe how much closer I getting to having her! It's so exciting. I'm 32 weeks, the doctor said that she can come anytime now. Hopefully she doesn't come to early though. I want her to be a healthy baby girl. Aw I can't wait to be a mom!!

Hmmmm...

I've been reading more of the book "Discipline from birth to three", so far I agree with a lot of what they are saying, then some of it I don't. The one thing I agree on is not screaming and hitting your kids. I really hate when I see parents screaming at there children, especially out in public! It's wrong, and when you scream at them and tell them to shut up or be quiet it scares them and makes them feel bad so they cry even more. Sometimes I think there are people who just shouldn't of had kids. I mean yeah there is just some stuff that frustrates you  and there is only so much you can take but if you can't deal with a kid then you shouldn't of had one. When I have my daughter I want to be the best parent I can be. Yeah I'm going to discipline her when she is acting up, but I'm not going to scream and hit my kid. I think that is just wrong and you should raise you children like that.

Getting things ready.

Yesterday I started getting the baby stuff together and ready for when she comes. I went and bought her bassinet yesterday also. I rearranged my room so I could fit everything in there. I can't believe she is going to be here soon! I set things up, but I still need to get a few things before she is here and was all the clothes and blankets. I feel like I have not that much more time left to do these things. My mom and sister said I've already started nesting, and they say it's not good cause I still have a few weeks left. I shouldn't start that til I'm almost due. I don't see why? I just want everything to be ready now, so I don't have to rush in a couples weeks to do all of it. Cause you never know when your gonna go into labor. Hopefully she doesn't come to early though. I'm not ready for her yet! Well I'm ready for her to be here, just not ready in the way of having everything she needs.